selama aku masih sanggup berjalan

different places have lost its significance
time echoes as if it stands still
i can not reason like i used to anymore
yet favorably intricate details became simpler
and all things in limbo seem static

my hands are not as strong though
as how i cranked quandaries before
but there is still a spark of life left in me
that would shine as bright as the summer sky
when i see u smile

named after

as i wake up i find myself a little deeper
it started like this;
i was spry before the rain
and the only reason for that
was you, being near

metaphor

your crescent lips are the moon of my nights
whilst your glowing eyes are the sun of my days
and your hair is the wind that whiffs
the soft skin-like clouds on your face

pushing up daisies

pull me out of this periphery
pull me distant from what i can't condone
i brood with each absence, with each empty moment
so i try to count faster, to make it easier
my hands are marked with yearning
when i try to catch a glimpse of you
now picture a leafless tree
then picture me

i barely knew the meaning of yesterday before i misplaced you

i may never have the chance to tell you how wonderful you made me feel. so wonderful that it aches. so wonderful that it breaks.

resilience...or rather i be weak?

i breathed in and all i gasp was air
i shout to repel all the things i could not bare
i tried to listen and all i heard was myself
an empty trembling voice that echoed itself
i convinced me of happiness but all i had was shame
i valiantly scaled summits and all i had left was a name
and fading memories all the same
i shouted my lungs out until the air was through
so i breathed in again and all i gasp was still you

you are the things i would not say, remember, reminisce, miss nor forget.

as we turned us into a baffling rune
i have learnt to love you so soon

as i turned us into an endless wait
i have learnt to love you so late

and as time and fate whisper to me 'never'
i have learnt yet to love you forever