gray sessions

brushing other skins left no affections that i could recall
maybe my longing is that bad after all

the path

tell me,
if i were to head differently
would it be as blissful
if i were to choose that which was not chosen
would it be as delightful
and if i did not bet it all in
would it be as meaningful

?

no

safe and sound

no need for regrets
for mistakes made yesterday.
the past is gone.
no looming fate,
no uncontrollable destiny.
no hunger, no sickness, no fear.
no death.
nothing ahead.
nothing behind.
just stillness.
light. warmth.
the pain i felt,
the pain i may have caused others,
it's behind me.
no looking back.
no fear of what will come.
just the pulse of time.
invigorating. soothing.
bask in your light,
taking comfort, knowing you are there.
safe and sound

-

id rather write less than feel less

songbirds

...theyve all went away.
im staying here
in case she shows up

the gentle blow

for a moment there my heart dropped like autumn leaves, slowly, coldly. every colour around me bleached to pale. all beliefs in anything mystical and magic disappeared, vanished like the air in my lungs. yet i know this is the time to rejoice, to be happy, for you...

some facts are fictional

he thought he could stand there for ever in the clean air amidst the haze, where every bit of crack on the uneven pavements that he could remember has its own meaning, and the bits of grass from the crevice she usually clumped, and the way that there's nobody there.