trying to see through walls that are not there

bila terungkai sikap, sifat dan segalanya
hanya melalui bingkai-bingkai bicara
yang dengki kadangkala
kita akan berhenti bernafas seketika

cuba mencapai apa yang kita rasa ada...
di depan kita.

meaningless

the very first time I saw you
you stood out like red in a canvas of blue
like a child’s dream that came true

you were…
like a lush tree in a middle of a sand dune
like silence broken by a kind tune

the very first time I saw you
your eyes glisten like raindrops on a leaf
and so does your hair to my belief




yet it was all meaningless…




it was meaningless until I really knew you
and how your first few verses made my heart grew

anticipating

i love the sound of oceans

it thaws me out

and in a way convince me...

that there’s still some parts of me

that are still alive...

saturday, come quickly

3 lazy sips

its already 12 and my hands are still shaking
1 sip, 2 sips... 3 lazy sips

the air is cold tonight
colder than it's supposed to be... i guess

whose to blame?
i am?
maybe...
maybe not.

happy new year, December
along your predecessor...
...you i'll always remember{noktah}

...i envy them too

as i envy the winds that caress your skin
i could imagine how honored and jubilent
the clinging leaves feel for the chance to shade you.

the pavements, walkways and passages
that greets your every step... i envy them too.

how lucky the walls around you
if i could echo your voice like they do,...
i could sing myself to sleep
like how lullabies do.
and yes i envy them too.

murdered

if pure beauty kills, you'd be my murderer...

and she went by gracefully...

i surrender happiness to make someone else happy.
and as im doing that, i'll be watching my own happiness...
go pass by me.


..................................



i yielded remorse for i've made someone else happy.
and as i was doing that, i watched my own happiness...
went pass by me.

and she went by gracefully...